"Make It Wit Chu" Queens of the Stone Age

It's been a long time since I let it bother me.  I saw a photo today.  A recent one of just her, and it kinda sent me back.  It was the briefest of moments, a few seconds at most.  But, it was just enough for the chains of my past to pull me down.  Because it's not really her that hurts the most anymore.  Rather, it's just the summation of everything I've lost in the last two and a half years.  Everything that I refuse to let myself go back to.  It's been nearly two and a half years since we broke up.  It's been over a year since I last saw her.  It's been 8 months since I last spoke to her.  It's been 8 months since last speaking to Ally.  It's been 6 months since Suzanne.

It's weird when you can pinpoint exactly when your childhood died.